It's easy to fall in love;

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 12:44:59 GMT

So, life's like this -

16th to 18th Dec - Band camp
19th Dec - Go out? Idk book me fast! Haha.
20th Dec - Off to Melbourne.
28th Dec - Arrive in Singapore at 5 am then rehearsal from 10am to 5pm.
29th Dec - Principal's Investiture
30th Dec - Band.
31st Dec - Chiong homework.
_

1st Jan - JB for cousin's wedding (I think)
2nd Jan - Cousin's wedding.
3rd Jan - Come back to Singapore (?) and finish remaining homework!
4th Jan - SCHOOL WTF.

Day 1 of Band Camp was quite a failure cos it wasn't well planned. My apologies. I'll try to make tomorrow better. And it'll help a lot of people actually co-operate and not complain...

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 11:32:00 GMT

I realise I don't really post much over here anymore D: Haha. I'm a lazy bum and anyway, I don't think people will want to read about what I do everyday.

But today I'm super tired cos I woke up early just to go to RGPS and visit the band. Went back with Sha, Fea, Aminah and Yvonne and coincidentally a whole group of Nanyang girls were there but they weren't from RGPS. Ohmygosh, I'm super jealous. Their band room is like, twice (maybe slightly more) the size of ours and their store is our band store+band office times two, probably. So damn unfair! And Mr Ong so cute, he camwhored with me and Sofea. And the band's really really huge too. And my poor trumpet that I used 3 years ago is dented. Gosh. These primary school kids got no discipline. One girl dropped her piccolo and acted as if she dropped a rock. And the way they put their instruments... ouch. Haha. But oh well, they're primary school kids. We used to do our homework during band too but we still payed attention, definitely. Went to Orchard after that to eat and walk around and I actually reached home before 6pm. Haha amazing.

I still have no idea if I'm going for a holiday. Grr I don't like last minute stuffff.

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 14:33:47 GMT

Lousy lungs + phlegm during band suckz.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 13:59:22 GMT

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do,
To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 11:25:14 GMT

I think this week was quite awesome! Even though I didn't really go out so much, I had fun when I did.

Band yesterday. Played basketball in the morning! It was quite retarded, really. Head-on collision with Daphne D: Hahah. And Audrey, you pangseh me! You reply me until so enthu then you never come! -.- Okay then sectionals for awhile cos Ms Sia came quite early. I don't know if it's me, but band yesterday passed by quite quickly. And we played Dancing Amadeus yesterday, after so long. Ahh, solo.

Anyway, rushed off to City Hall cos I was supposed to meet Farah and Mindy at 5pm but I reached there on time and they were just leaving their school. So, I roamed around until around 5.30pm. I bought Sticky! Yay. Then I went to Raffles Place instead to meet them and walked to VCH. We spent like, half an hour in the toilet changing and attempting French braid my hair, which obviously didn't work out. Haha. Went up and arranged the concert booklet stuff and ate and started giving out the concert booklets. Since our duty was over before the concert, we got to watch the concert for freeee! Haha.

Rachmaninov was really good! Even though I was falling asleep. I was really tired okay! But yeahhh very good very good! Haha. Then went to Macs with Farah, Mindy, Syarita, Luke and Thaddeus. Making new friends FTW! Haha. Laughed a lot a lot a lot. Reached home at like, 12.05 am heh.

What do you call Bob the Builder after he retires?
Bob.

What will you do if you drop your IC?
Pick it up.

We all said call police. But An Chun is the best -
Me: Eh An Chun, I ask you something k. What will you do if you drop your IC?
Him: Huh? My IC can drop out one meh?
All of us: Hahaha noooo. What if!
Him: Oh. Call police la! (So confident.)
Me: Call police for what! Pick up la.
Him: Oh -walks away-
HAHAHAHAHA.

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 06:40:37 GMT

Yesterday was an awesome day! I wish I spent every day of this holiday like that cos I'd still be going to school but I still spend time with my friends! But no, life's not like that.

Anyway, yesterday was basically band from 8 am to 4.30 pm and then party party party after that. Okay fine, we did not party but we had fun, for sure. Band was quite productive, I think. We didn't slack as much as we usually do. Improvement huh. Lunch was really funny too! I think we're damn retarded cos we laugh a lot. We even laugh about laughing, cos we're cool liddat. Then during combine, I didn't get as tired as I usually do. Good sign - using air instead of pressure but omg, diaphragm damn tired. (Wait, your diaphragm can't get tired? Hahahahaha.)

After band, while waiting for my mum, Aiq, Deborah and I did retarded things at the courtyard. We were relieving the morning circles before assembly when there was school! Haha. But omg, I always laugh so much nowadays. I blame my friends for the wrinkles at my eyes. Hahahaha. Sent Deborah to Tanah Merah and picked up Fai and Syirah and the 4 of us went to NRSCC chalet!

We basically chilled since it was only 4 of us. Did retarded covers of songs. Which are on Facebook, unfortunately. But that's beside the point. We took like, 200++ photos in a span of say, about 3 hours. Watched Bring It On and we were all going crazy about Evan. (BUT OMG HE'S SERIOUSLY LIKE, PREFECT! GOD.) Watched Singapore Idol and made fun of contestants. Haha that was really funny. Finally reached home close to 11 pm, I think.

I did all that while surviving on 3 hours of sleep. And I still went online after that to laugh at myself (all of us, in fact) in the videos. I swear I got so damn high, I forgot I was tired. But my comp crashed... and so did I.

I should totally get started on my homework proper. And I need to stop saying, "Never mind, I'll do tomorrow." Cos it happens everyday and nothing gets done. I don't think I'm the only one like that right? Haha. Had one tuition just now and I'm having another later. Sighz.

I predict tomorrow's gonna awesome too. Band then concert! But I'm ushering but it'll still be fun. I mizz all the SNYS people that moved to SNYO! Gonna get to see them tomorrow yay yay yayyy.

It's been a really long time since I've had a long post, huh? :D

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 14:33:26 GMT

The Shortest Story says:
hahahah
yea
I think Im having my period
wtf

Dee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA.

The Shortest Story says:
HAHHAHAH
EXACTLY

Dee says:
HAHAHAHA OMG I'M STILL LAUGHING.

The Shortest Story says:
sigh
hahahahahah

Dee says:
hahahahahahha.
now you know how it feels huhh.

The Shortest Story says:
the agony

Dee says:
yeah, totallyyy.
so what brand you use?

The Shortest Story says:
whispers
double absorb
HAHHAAH

Dee says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
OKAY OMG THIS IS GETTING RETARDED.
anw, why did you even mention the period thing!!!!!

The Shortest Story says:
cause you asked if Im having girl problems
DUHH

Dee says:
i meant problem with girls not girl problems, literally!
tskkk.
hahahaha.

--

No prizes for guessing it's a guy.

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 14:57:59 GMT

Dee says:
hahah okay okay.
thanks x infinity
you damn awesome.
(i allow you to ego for 5 seconds max)

Fairytale says:
I KNOW
HAHAH

Dee says:
5 SECONDS OVER K TOO BAD HAHAHHAA

Fairytale says:
its like awesome rearranged is me
its like Im the inspiration for the word
okay

Dee says:
hahaha that's utter rubbish dude!

Fairytale says:
Im done

Yeah, my cousin. Hahahaha.

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 11:19:05 GMT

Today is my damn suay day but somehow, I'm still rather happy!

Unlucky Event #1 - It started to rain when I left the house, without an umbrella.
Unlucky Event #2 - I got wet because I got stuck at the traffic light for so long I decided to cross the road even though the stupid red man was staring at me. HAHA.
(Somebody got hit by a car and died crossing that road :/)
Unlucky Event #3 - My hair was freaking curly cos of the rain and neither Insyirah or I had a comb.
Unlucky Event #4 - I dropped my phone for the millionth time and I though it'd be okay cos it usually is.
Unlucky Event #5 - My phone screen cracked.
Second phone I did this to. I'm brill. And I just got my phone back a little over two weeks ago.

Other than that, I managed to make Insyirah make a fool of herself a lot. Heheh. And we did get work done!

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 13:16:52 GMT

I want a lomo cam!

I love all the small things that you do (:

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:51:14 GMT

Ohmygosh, I really really wanna play for ChildAid 2009!
Went for the briefing just now and it's gonna be damn cool.
19th-21st December at Sentosa Resorts World!
Plus the President and national TV coverage.
It's gonna huge and awesome and as the guy said just now... BOOMZ.
"The whole concert will be live on Razor TV. I promise it won't be next to Ris Low, but it'll definitely be boomz!"
"Some of these kids only have one meal everyday but for us, food is central in our lives. Every time you come home the first thing your mum asks is if you've eaten. Go people's house also "want to eat?". Look at me, I'm the result of that."
Hahaha so funny.

I hope there's still vacancy. But I won't be able to go for band camp/Sec 4 farewell ):
BUT THIS IS SO MUCH COOLER AND IT'S HELPING PEOPLE AND PERFORMING AT THE SAME TIME.
Cool, no?!

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:20:05 GMT

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 17:49:21 GMT

Went for String Concert with my BabyBoo! (:
So many funny things happened but it shall remain between us. Malu seh. HAHA.
I think the String Ensem did a good job. I still love to watch Emm play! Haha.
And I must say, Muriel is truly talented. At 14, she composed Tango D'Amour. I wonder what she's gonna do when she grows up!

I can't wait for the next band concert! Haha.
Oh, and congrats to all the Band Comm members! We shall plan an awesome Sec 4 farewell.

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 12:09:11 GMT

Ohmygosh my legs are killing me and I'm super tired.
Even though I'm $70 poorer, I totally enjoyed myself.
I've been eating dinner in my room for the past two days.
Someone smack me, I'm such a lazy bum.
And I'm gaining so much weight.
I NEED TO TAKE UP A SPORT.

Ah damn, gotta wake up early again tomorrow.

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 10:48:50 GMT

If you're sick and say you can't go for something, it doesn't make sense that you end up somewhere else cos you should be resting at home since you're sick.
Right? Right.
If not, you're just a liar.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 20:53:29 GMT

CYCLE 13 TOP 5!

Omg I think Erin is damn pretty.

Jen's not bad.

Laura's in Top 2! Omg.

Nicole's in Top 2 too. Omggg.

I still think Sundai's cuteeee. She didn't even make it to Top 4! Pfft.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 18:14:24 GMT

My body clock is extremely screwed up. Omg.
I slept at 8:09 pm (2009! Haha) and I woke up at 12.30 am.
And I've been awake since and I cannot go back to sleep.
Awesome.. Not.

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:14:52 GMT

I have the intention but no will power or motivation to do it.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 16:32:21 GMT

My dear Frin,
I know what you're going through isn't easy but it always helps if you talk it out with someone. You can talk to me and I'll always listen but sorry, I won't have any good advice (no experience heh). Go out soon k. We totally need to go shoppingggg! And blading! I miss your pretty, bubbly smile, like the one in the first picture. I hope you'll be smiling like that again real soon. I know you're strong enough to make it through this and move on.

You know I'll always be here for you baby girl. Love you. Pape picit.
Ps, smile :D

My dear Lili,
Have a safe trip to Bali! I hope the journey to and fro will be smooth and nothing bad will happen. Insya Allah. Please come back in once piece, kicking, laughing, talking and will the broken-down joke machine intact! Haha kidding (: Meet up soon after you come back k. And sorry I can't pick you up from the airport. I have camp! ): Anyway, enjoy yourself okay!

I'll miss you clone (and your jokes hahah). Love you. Pape picit from Bali! Haha.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:20:29 GMT

I'm afraid for Malay O's tomorrow because I know my Malay isn't as good anymore.
I mean, I was a A* and Distinction Malay student and now I get oh-so-beautiful Cs. Gosh.
And even my says that I can't get an A, for sure ):
I thought mum's were supposed to be encouraging? ):
Ah well, I should get used to it. Not like this is the first time..

I think should stop loving you, yes? But I can't.
Even you said so yourself - It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.
I don't know what to do now.
Damn, this should even be on my mind with Malay O's tomorrow.

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 14:41:39 GMT

I need __________.

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 07:56:30 GMT

FUCK. MY. LIFE. SERIOUSLY.
I have no one to turn to at home.
I cannot talk to my friends because I barely spend time with them.
I hate being alone but I'm never allowed to go out.
I fucking hate being me.

Wouldn't it be better if I just ended my life?
Cos it's not as if I'm smart enough to make you proud,
not a good enough daughter for you.
I don't see any purpose in living,
cos all I get is... nothing.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:19:34 GMT

I don't quite like the rain. It gives me this certain feeling which I don't really like. I feel as if I have a lot of things to do but I can't remember them. All I know is that we have a hell load of work to do for the apparent 'holidays'. What's the purpose of a holiday again? Isn't it to relax and unwind? Why is it that the purpose of a holiday now is to do homework and study? I don't get the link. I mean, come on. 6 Amath&Emath papers, all chapters in the TYS for Amath&Emath, worksheets from different subjects and a couple of e-learning lessons. Does that sound like a holiday to you? Well, it doesn't to me. On top of that, there's countless band practices in preparation for the Japan trip and CCA Leaders' Camp, which I'm not really looking forward to because it's in day camp in school.

Received some not-so-good news today. And well, I kinda screwed my Physics SPA today. I'm worried for Chemistry SPA tomorrow. I hope I don't blank out and forget how to calculate stuff.

After school today was awesome. I felt like I actually had a life today. Went to Eastpoint with Aique, Li, Isya and Syirah. We ate then talked for 4 hours (: Plain awesome, I swear. But super sinful cos I ate a lot today. Nasi Lemak for recess, 2 plain pratas and ice cream&waffle. Ugh, all the fatz ): Oh well, I enjoyed myself. This is how I should spend my free afternoons instead of going home and sleeping, screwing my body clock.

Let's just hope I fall asleep before 2 am today.

"Cos if you jump, I will jump too.
We will fall together from the building's ledge,
never looking back at what we've done, we'll say it was love.
Cos I would die for you on Skyway Avenue."

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 14:44:14 GMT

I am doing work.
This is fucken amazing.

8 days to Malay O's.

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:59:26 GMT

I might actually love him.
Talk about accidentally in love.